I contemplated my life so far as i walked down the street, i looked around me and saw 

different kinds of people, couples, children, women, men ,, so many different people,

and I wondered if they all saw me the way I thought I looked, or the way I wanted them 

to see me, or the way they wanted to see me.

I am a woman, I have made decisions in my life that make my character questionable, 

that make my religious beliefs questionable, that leave my sexuality without a gender, 

that often embarrass my family, that left me without a friend and many foes, that made me who I am.

I look back, and I should feel ashamed, i should cloud my mind with thoughts of regret, 

with temptations to hide or run and never look back.

I should hate what I see when I look in the mirror, I should despise the words that 

come out of my mouth, I should close up shop and flee.

But I do not.

See, I love what I see when I look in the mirror, I laugh at what I say, I love it too, 

sometimes i sound silly, sometimes mean, sometimes smart, sometimes like a 

badass.

I made all the decisions based on how i felt about things and myself and i chose to do 

what i did every step of the way.

I have been judged and i will be judged, that does not mean i should care about what 

that couple, woman,man and child down my street says or thinks.

I am a woman

I ama human

I am beautiful

And I am a badass

Let's be honest, you can not judge me because my sins differ from yours.

Just A thought😀